~~Phrase II pr@ctiCUm~~

This is my second time of practicum and this time the chosen school is even further than last sem....all bcz of the damn maktab made me moving outside and i'm totally broke now...Haiz....
Talk back to practicum...first day so ntg much to say cz the sch hvnt really fix a time table for me but mostly i'll take year 2 and 3 again for my major subj...Thought of getting level 2 for some different new experiences yet..FATE--like yong always said, gotta accept it..NASIB...hahhha =P

The school is not quite familiar for me since i had done my SBE there before...So, not much complaint..Just wish that everything can be go on smoothly as I wish, praying for...Recently not much feeling towards things and i'm not sure whether i should apologized for some ignoring....But it might not totally be my fault since I edy reach the limits sometime..(most often recently) I just feel like I change back to my own and seems like not that good for others who cnt cope v the real of me...Gotta wear back the mask maybe....anyway i dont really mind it....

Really not much things to say... (Cham, higher level og cold-blooded ^^)But i think when i start my teaching then i'll back to here again..hahhha....C soon...hope things bcm better....GAmbateh!!

HoLid@y saDness =_=

I just back from holiday and entering, adapting the new life in my new House here...
Well this whole holiday supposed to be a happy holiday as we had our own plan before holiday but things always not happened as what we planned!! So , whole holiday ntg is happy for me...H@iz....Sian!!
First day of holiday starting, boy met an accident which i never imagined this kinda of incident 'll happened on him since he is quite expert (Boy u noe...always fren v road)..The big news really make me frustrating and angry + sad!! sad not bcz he is injured but bcz of his fren....I cant imagine the time when i faced JX's parents+ family and from their face i really duno what should i do or express or comfort or saying anything?? apologize?? Damn!! the whole situation are cold, STALEMATE that make me embarassed, sorry and apologze..mY mind is blank at that moment although i seem really calm, cool....
Well the next of the holiday I'm staying there cnt go anywhere...kept burried myself in mountain household, disappear from other places except home!!!!!!! ArgHhhhhhhhhh!!!!! That's y i kept saying i hate u!! anyway i care for u too..That's y i stay in....

Now back to new sem....This sem oni 3 subj to cover but the critics is Practicum and the worse things are, the nearest sch now become farthest, and my GP'll be my BeLoveD lect!!! wHat a suck!!!

Smmore...we quarrel again!! dAmn I lost ctrl again...Low EQ...gotta train more!!!